who am i wandering mind i can't stay still cuz my bones might grind lost my faith conscience erased can't find my place choose face i fear my reflection my reflection fears me face to face with my every pain theres not a fvcking thing i can erase why do i torture myself with loathing i can say i hate my every breath and every single goddamn step i take hate all of the things i do that seem to make me feel this way i hate my reflection my reflection hates me every day i wake up is a fvcking disgrace to myself and i just want it to end before the sun rises again i am shit i am fvcking shit every day i wake up is a fvcking disgrace i just want it to go away