I put you through hell But don't you know I was right there as well I've been down so many times I just can't tell you The choices I made that just fell through 'Cause I've been thinking That I was the worst of us And I was never the first to trust myself In any place that I could fuck things up 'Cause it's my fault you've always had enough Of my hell Stay up Make up Waste it away Hold on I'm gone Make it okay Until the morning Comes and leaves me dry I can only try To leave this piece of me behind Go ahead and leave it out I don't need reminding what I was like I know I wasn't right Is it all a waste of time? Am I just chasing good trips that went bad? Feels like they're all I ever had Stay up Make up Waste it away Hold on I'm gone Make it okay Until the morning Comes and leaves me dry I can only try To leave this piece of me behind (Because I don't need it) Stay up Make up Waste it away Hold on I'm gone Make it okay Until the morning Comes and leaves me dry I can only try To leave this piece of me behind (Because I don't need it)