I boarded up the doors, but you still broke in Been picking up the pieces of myself You went and painted black what once was golden You're a better version of a different hell We speak in tongues and we disguise our faces But in the dark, I always know it's you So torture me when it's over And I lose composure It's all in my head But I still keep holding on Your words like crimson and clover Call back when you're sober Tonight will end And tomorrow you'll be gone Tomorrow you'll be gone I'd learn to tear these walls down if you'd let me Been holding on to secrets we can't tell Now I'm burning all the letters that you left me Some part of me would love to wish you well, but I don't We pretend to know the words, but nothing changes The hardest truth's the lie I held onto So torture me when it's over And I lose composure It's all in my head But I still keep holding on Your words like crimson and clover Call back when you're sober 'Cause tonight will end And tomorrow you will say you found yourself And you wish me back to hell But you'll lay your head down with me on your mind So go dream of someone else Because we cannot fix ourselves We only have the scars we tried to hide But we've done this dance before a thousand times So torture me when it's over And I lose composure It's all in my head But I still keep holding on Your words like crimson and clover Call back when you're sober Tonight will end And tomorrow I'll be gone