I feel like I'm gazing into the abyss in a nightmare that I want to dismiss It may never be long enough and you think it's a bluff The fate orders some to arrive in their winter but saves others to thrive The fear almost deprives me of the future and reminds me of my mortal /nature A dead leaf is about to whirl alone in a quiet backwater It's left far behind from the world the stream never stops for us but just offers the petals to accompany our elegiac tune I know the abyss is also gazing into me and will find my prospects so gloomy Oh, I'm hoping to travel back and anew walk the long track Please change me into smoke to vanish here A dead leaf is about to whirl alone in a quiet backwater It's left far behind from the world the stream never stops for us but offers the petals to accompany our elegiac tune