Damn, Kai, you goin' crazy I come from a place where if you die, your bro the shooter Sittin' in the church, I heard his name and say hallelujah Really think God done sent me here to pray for all these funerals Seen a lot of them niggas go get touched, had the cooties He trappin' all these nights, workin' overtime, you know he tired He can't go to sleep 'round none of his brothers, you know they slime Seen a nigga kill a nigga, go to the funeral, he fakin' cryin' They gave my nigga sixty years, they won't free him 'til he eighty-nine Won't leave the city for long, he run back to that field when niggas be dyin' Street brainwash you, all that money you made off robbin', won't pay no taxes I was with your dad right before that happened He just was with me, now he ain't breathin', hopin' I see him again I was thinkin' 'bout throwin' an AirTag in the casket Know peer pressure'll get you killed, he ain't have the nuts to say he chill He prayin' that they don't hit big, them niggas gon' kill him on that lick I lost three niggas from a pill, wardrobe they Perc' will press the fit You can't get the man you want, gotta make his cousin feel that shit You got too many greedy people around, you gon' hurt they tummy to see these mills Say he wanna get paid 'cause he ain't tell, these niggas want money to keep it real Lot of niggas can't stomach death, he had went to vomiting on the drill In the hood, they rob they brothers, don't tell your mama 'bout what he did If you rat, you'll lose it all, don't tell your honor 'bout what you did If he told, then I'ma rat if I send him money down to his bail His female'll turn him over, we done caught him fumbling with his kids I forgave you, but I ain't forget 9/11, this Rolex watch is plain jane In the hood, it ain't nothin' to do, every day we do the same thing To the world she selfish, she done come far She been molested by an uncle Fucked me up, my homegirl hung herself How you supposed to deal with mental health? How you 'posed to deal with PTSD? I was calling on Bree, like she can help Niggas go to jail and run a PC, but you reppin' on my people death They murked my little brother, this shit won't end, hope I don't die 'fore I get revenge It's been a long time comin' But I know change gon' come It's been too hard livin' I'm afraid to die I don't know what on the other side So I go to a movie, and I go downtown Slumpin' and sellin', who hang around We were slaves in the trenches Buildin' them bricks, no-no-no At the river ride, we pourin' six I'm on codeine, on codeine Folks be claimin' bodies, niggas different, they my sun-yun Niggas that claimed my brother body, I'm different with the mon-yun Granny gettin' older, forgot my name and I'm like "Uh-uh-huh" They biggest out my sun-yun, you will never see me run-yun-yun Caskets give me chills, this the last time breathe The industry think me and Baby fell out, we just fucked up the streets Free Bu and free Dugg, I did some sucker shit to keep it P I was thinkin' with my dick knowin' damn well that wasn't me I was tryna heal, I seen his name inside the folder The hood gon' hear me out, but the other half already chose, uh I don't show emotion, but you fucked up all the motion PPP, had him at Icebox weekly, now he at Kroger's Had a talk with Meek, I told Uzi to drop the Pink Tape To stay on subject, my lawyer got my whole life in the briefcase I don't blame the blog, I blame the nigga who send the blog a face The realest'll shine, they left me on my own, I learned the harder way It's been a long time comin' But I know change gon' come It's been too hard livin' I'm afraid to die I don't know what on the other side So I go to a movie, and I go downtown Slumpin' and sellin', who hang around We were slaves in the trenches Buildin' them bricks, no-no-no At the river ride, we pourin' six I'm on codeine, on codeine