Feel So Sad!

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Dlot reven ev'l seirots Re- real Re- Re- real Won litnu Real stories "Aaron is so cute", that's what they used to say to me Ninth grade, young female teachers, almost every day to me That's when I wore the high top fade and curly freeze with bravery 'Cause the gangstas say it ain't the way to be, but all of the women hella thought I was savory (Mhm) In my Guess fit, popular, you guessed it Hip-hop dancer and rapper, in the talent shows, I blessed it Hardly rode the bus home 'cause I stayed after Displayed laughter with the grade passer, I'm a lay master And everybody know that I'm a babe catcher Walking home on cloud nine, a hundred percent man about mine Then I crossed the way, there was a grown man stopped at a red light hella on shout time, he said "Hey!" When I looked I was thinking that I hope this person ain't pistol- happy Then right before he drove off, the man blew a kiss my way and then he whistled at me I'm like, "Mother," then he sped off, I was thinking, "Man, I wanna tear his head off" Then I stopped 'cause I was tripping, walking, I was almost home, I kept dipping Got home, then I asked my mama, "Why did he say hey at me instead of hey at a girl?" Then my mom just looked right at me and said, "Baby dawg, that's the way of the world" Later that night I hooked up with two homies to work on a dance routine Got it done then allotted some time to holla at some fine and scan boo things But when my two homies seen two dudes hugged up, now they really mean to feud I said, "Yo" then some cray happened One of the homies said, "Time for gay bashing" The two ran up and attacked the dudes I don't know what they thought they had to prove They was swinging with so much attitude But I could not deal with all that abuse I said, "What in the fuck? Y'all done messed up, it ain't peaceful You know it's effed up and plus evil So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people?" It feels so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing It feels so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing Sophomore year, man, I lost more tears 'Cause of people hating people and it cost more fear My school, it was the stash spot for gangstas with rag tops You'd get your ass shot, that year we had so many mascots How could we do no wrong? And schools were integrated How could we do no wrong? Racism demonstrated Got to be moving on before I'm eliminated Possibly use the chrome because I've been degraded Scratch that, I'm not that cat I would never wanna keep a rat-tat in my backpack Never had nobody to snap at, I'm a class act But one day somebody had doom We heard two blacks got stab wounds And got beat and kicked, white elites and shit When the lights went out in the bathroom Everybody was heated, people been mistreated It's a damn shame that a Klan came and gave a man pain, a misdeed hit 'cause of skin tone Them gone to the hospital from a sin zone Skin domes doing them wrong you can send home, but they been gone Now everybody on edge Classroom break to the bathroom, seen hood niggas and they all want heads Bad moon, hate taking that tune They said to me, "When the whites come in We gon' hit the lights and gon' get they ass" I said to all of 'em, "Is this a gag?" Nah, they wanna break 'em all like Mr. Glass It happened, the whites en route Cracking, the lights went out I laid to the floor Then I found my way to the door, away from the gore The hoods came out Bloody and sweaty, I said, "That shit ain't regal In fact, that shit is evil So why in the hell are you doing that to innocent people?" It feels so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing It feels so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing It feels so sad, I'm not perfect Always kill, feel so sad and I can't see it slowing