I'm your very own personal distraction The kind who a normie would call a disaster I can't get you out of my head You're digging through my brain and taking what I've said Some things are better not remembered at all Stop trying to fix me and find my flaws Why can't you just take me for what I am? Just take me for what I am I'm a disaster I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changin' I'm a disaster I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changin' I'm a disaster Some people wonder How I can fall asleep at night I'll rest in pieces feeling right One step to far One breathe too late I've hit wall I can't escape I'm screaming out I'm screaming out! I'm a disaster! I'm a disaster I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changin' I'm a disaster I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it I'm never changin' I'm a disaster I'm looking into my soul I see this stranger I'm looking back at myself Who is this creature? Reflecting back on my life Through this mirror I'm looking down at these scars... I'm a disaster... I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change this I'm a disaster I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change this I'm a disaster I'm a fuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change this I'm a disaster I'm afuckin' mess Always losing Always bruising Never faked it It's time to change... It's time to change this