I know I have no right I know I have no say I know that you're not thinking about me Anymore, anyway So what was it we were In that thin piece of time 'Cause I was never yours And you were never mine And I don't really care, I'm fine I wanted you to know Before you up and go Back to your pretty boys Back to your pretty home That you're a ray of god Lighting up the dust in the Vatican And I'm a secret stairway Down to a place that light has never been And we could be a soft amen So you don't have to say 'Cause I already know There's nothing there to have There's nothing here to hold But now I'm leaning in Let me whisper just one thing to you I think that when you feel it You ought to feel it all, the whole way through Down to the very soul of you