You make it feel effortless You give me adrenaline They turn heads like exorcist Fucked my life up ever since You come 'round, I can't resist You go ghost, I reminisce This is not how you should live Tell me that you were my-- This what I know Drinkin', smokin', I cannot stay focused Say you're nothing like them, I won't leave you broken Sippin' potion, caught up in the moment I can't fall in love, no, shawty, this the closes Geeked up, what did you just make me take? So strong, don't know how I'm still awake The paranoia (The paranoia), I see it sitting, run away So long since I felt this type of way Sit back, we don't sip no champagne Pull shit and make the pain go away Exhausted, we tired always taking blame Broken, you can't look me in my face You make it feel effortless You give me adrenaline They turn heads like exorcist Fucked my life up ever since You come 'round, I can't resist You go ghost, I reminisce This is not how you should live Tell me that you were my-- This what I know Drinkin', smokin', I cannot stay focused I am nothing like them, I won't leave you broken Sippin' potion, caught up in the motion I can't fall in love, no, shawty this is the curses I'm so sympathetic I've been paranoid lately But you never would get it I keep some goons around me I know you always stressin' They only on the team to shoot Like they JJ Redick I come before you like it's alphabetic Orderin' my disorder is diabetic 'Cause you too sweet to me Your friends think I'm pathetic But they don't know what goes on in my head While I'm sittin' in these sessions Writin' songs for other rappers And never receivin' credit You love talkin' bout our future You need to worry about the present Just stick by my side like we magnetic And later we can fuck and make up like cosmetics And every time I look at you I see my own reflection Sometimes I see my best friend Sometimes I see a girl that never gets it Sometimes I see a maniac, a killer with a weapon But I don't care, just hold me down, and love me 'til this shit end