[Verse 1] Every time I smile You say it’s a been while But last night when I was drinking I wasn’t thinking and I was fine In fact, I felt alright But I know you never get to see that side [Pre-Chorus] And I’m just really sorry That you even have to be around me Cause I’m up and I’m down I’m lost and never found And I think you know that now [Chorus] I’m numb Then I feel everything at once And I’m low But then I’m having so much fun Then I’m high And that’s when I start to cry Then you’re gone And I can’t blame anyone No, I can’t blame anyone [Verse 2] I know these feelings aren’t real But all these things they help my mind stand still And еven if it’s only temporary It feels nice to bе a little empty [Pre-Chorus] And I’m just really sorry That you can’t help me Cause you try and you try And I see it in your eyes But nothing can make this fine [Chorus] I’m numb Then I feel everything at once And I’m low But then I’m having so much fun Then I’m high And that’s when I start to cry Then you’re gone And I can’t blame anyone No, I can’t blame anyone [Instrumental Break] [Outro] And I’m low And I’m low And I’m low