i'm not crying you're crying

歌詞

I'm so sorry that you're seeing me this way I promise you I'm never like this The blind hysteria was never on my face I'd never shed a tear so violent Hey, oh I'm totally fine, I wasn't crying I wasn't crying Hey, oh I totally lied I swear I'm trying I swear I'm trying Fake apologies are rain on a cloudless day And I don't think I've ever seen a sky so clear Cuz I'm miserable, you think that you have to stay But you don't have to No you don't have to Hey, oh I'm totally fine, I wasn't crying I wasn't crying Hey, oh I totally lied I swear I'm trying I swear I'm trying So what if I sat with you And told you what I've been going through This feeling is way too new Would you listen to me, listen to Or would you watch my words as they leave my lips And tell me how you're sorry for me As if you ever even cared Do you want things to be like this forever? You're doing this to yourself Cause I don't think you're trying hard enough You're not trying hard enough Hey, oh I'm totally fine I wasn't crying I wasn't crying Hey, oh I totally lied But now you're trying Oh now you're trying