Wash me with your fire Who else has to pay for my sins? My love's fabricated, it's too late to save it Now I'm ready for the end So burn me with your light I have no more fights left to win Tie me up to face it, I can't run away, yeah And I'll accept that it's the end And I hope that I'll find what I'm looking for I hope someone's watching from up above (Ooh) I'm done with the lies, I'm done with the laws I hope my confession is enough So I sing Heaven after love I want heaven when I die I want to change I want the pain no more I took so much more than their lives They took a piece of me And I've been tryin' to fill that void that my father left So no one else abandons me, I'm sorry (Yeah) I promise I'm sorry, yeah But now I'm drownin' in the same tub where I learned how to swim With my mother trying to save every ounce of my innocence I failed her life, I failed myself, I'm sorry (Yeah) Mama, I'm sorry, ooh, yeah And I hope that I'll find what I'm looking for I hope that He's watching from up above I'm done with the lies, I'm done with the laws I hope this confession is enough So I sing Heaven after love I want heaven when I die I want to change I want the pain no more, ooh, yeah No, I need Heaven after love I want heaven when I die I want to change I want the pain no more, no more, no more Oh-oh-oh-oh