I'm superstitious and alive I think about someone too much I wonder if it helps me so much And I don't hear the words, your name still hurts to touch But I know myself too well I miss you so bad, so bad, so bad, so what I know myself too well I stay inside these rooms inside this never-ending hotel I am a sight for blinded eyes I joke and cough over her punchlines No one is here to respond So I just wait for more noise from the ceiling fans But I know myself too well I miss you so bad, so bad, so bad, so what Tough luck, kid, right? I know this loneliness, I did this to myself Tonight I will try to dream myself away In an endless ocean without effort I can drain The battleships lost in a storm with your name As I sink and leave the keys under your door I miss you so bad, so bad, so what I miss you so bad, so bad, so what I miss you so bad, so bad, so what What do you do with a dream when it gets stuck? I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I surrender I give up