HOLDING ON TO SOMETHING THAT I KNOW I CAN'T CONTROL AND I COULD NOT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY. RESTLESS ANXIOUS IS ALL I'VE KNOWN DEFENSELESS AGAINST THIS. THIS CHANGE IN MY SOUL WHAT WAS ONCE RELUCTANCE SOON BECOMES THE WILL TO GROW. AND I WOULD NOT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY SO I LET GO. LOSE CONTROL LET GO TO THE UNKNOWN NOTHING CHANGES IN REFUSING TO GROW. WISDOM ENGAGES THOSE WHO WILL GRASP FOR SOMETHING MORE TAKE THIS LEAP OF FAITH. THERE'S NO TIME TO WASTE AND I CANNOT HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY SO I LET GO. LOSE CONTROL JUST LET GO. LET GO SEE BEHIND THE HUE. REJECT WHAT I ONCE KNEW. I'LL LET GO. SURRENDER